I decided to take this year off because I believe I have an opportunity to make it for myself and make a difference in this world. There exists an opportunity for me to benefit others, not just myself. An opportunity to help the poor and change their lives for the better.
The reality is that if my ventures do not take off, I would probably spend my life living for myself. I would likely accumulate a few investment properties and live off that income. It is selfish, but then again, I don't know if there will come another opportunity.
I have put in a crazy amount of time into the start-up and forgone a lot of the pleasures in life. I have undergone a struggle mentally, physically and emotionally. I have not exercised as much as I would have liked. I have not met up with friends or pursued relationships as much as I would have liked. I have not taken time out to live life as much as I would have liked. I don't know if I am prepared to put myself through this again. [In hindsight, I over-worked myself. I must never do this to myself again even if I am making a difference because my other purpose in life is to enjoy life.]
Right now, I am half-way there. I have put all my time and effort to give myself the best chance of success.
I keep praying to Jesus and I keep believing in faith. I felt Jesus in my heart. I believe that He has a purpose for my life to benefit many people.
Faith comes by hearing the word of God. Without faith, it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to him must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who earnestly seek him. We do not belong to those who turn back and are destroyed, but to those who have faith and are saved.
Faith takes a reality in heaven and makes it exist on earth. I have faith for my future, for prosperity and success, and I claim it. I will start living what God says for me, not just asking God to feed me once a week or listening to the devil who challenges my faith.
I am thankful everyday. Thankful for the good and the bad, for the people around me. Thankful that Jesus is there for me.
Faith comes by hearing the word of God. Without faith, it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to him must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who earnestly seek him. We do not belong to those who turn back and are destroyed, but to those who have faith and are saved.
Faith takes a reality in heaven and makes it exist on earth. I have faith for my future, for prosperity and success, and I claim it. I will start living what God says for me, not just asking God to feed me once a week or listening to the devil who challenges my faith.
I am thankful everyday. Thankful for the good and the bad, for the people around me. Thankful that Jesus is there for me.
