Messed

On the day I left my job my disposition shifted.

I felt a positive perception despite people not answering my calls and rejecting me.

I started to think about the maxim of maximising good instead of maximising profit. I am beginning to remember empathy, feeling, and doing good.

Work had left my body and mind messed up.

Like many, I was trapped in the cycle of self obsession and craving more. It was a never ending quest of more for myself.

At the same time, I have become desensitised by the world around me. I was becoming accustomed to and unaffected by emotion, teaching, and wrongdoing.

My mind has been all over the place. I was constantly taking in information but it was not sinking in. I read gems in this blog and then forgot about them later. One moment, I felt determined and the next I lost the drive.

It is time to leave that behind. I will go back to basics.