Empty Times

Love is crazy.

The last week has been uncharacteristically difficult for me. Even though it's been over a week since a girl I have been seeing has left me, I still feel an emptiness in my soul. I reminisce over her. I whisper break up songs in my head.

I know I should move on. But it's hard and it takes time.

This week I also heard a false rumour that another girl I pushed for a relationship with a while ago was now seeing someone. Although it later turned out to be false, I still felt a deep empty melancholy as all the past memories came flooding back.

It's times like these which can bring out the best in you. I truly believe that in moments of despair comes opportunity as there is no failure, only learning.

For me, I resolved to rectify the problems I had with myself. I resolved to never be a wimp again (which I was when around the second girl mentioned above). I resolved to be the confident individual in everything I do.