Why Do I...

I have compiled some of the interesting behaviours that I consciously or unconsciously exhibit. These are my admissions. Some I can answer, some I cannot. Some are good, and some can be classified as disturbing. Although that may be the case, I am looking to address some of these issues and people have committed far worse deeds.

Why do I...

• keep touching my chin?
• cross my legs when I don't want to?
• get stomach aches from wearly slightly tight clothing?
• sneeze several times every morning?
• find it difficult to behave in a manner congruent to my true nature at work?
• become fiercely competitive over menial tasks?
• get horny reading about sex with young girls in the news?
• love hearing sex jokes that go too far?
• become tense in my pc muscles when I have a critical deadline to meet?
• think that the shirt I choose to wear will affect how the day turns out?
• feel that mosquitoes and small insects are biting me while I sleep?
• have an inner desire to commit violent crimes against people who are mean to me?
• react aggressively to minor annoyances?
• feel that there is something wrong with me when others tell me I am fine?
• like to flout speeding laws while driving in a car down a mountain?
• get excited about the direction of lines?
• enjoy crazy, out of the ordinary, and awkward situations?

Writing these posts sometimes takes me away from my goals. I have to continuously focus on aligning myself to the person who I want to be.